I feel like everything moves really slowly.

My heart feels cold but my body warm.

I start to notice things I didn't notice before.

How people are living their lives.

Interconnected but so far apart from mine.

Nights when i feel the loneliest.

When I want to be in the company of someone.

At the same time wanting to be alone.

Alone by myself.

In my own company.

Nights when i feel the loneliest.

When I feel like I'm waiting for someone.

Someone I need to see,

but so far from reach.

Whom I waited for what feels like decades.
Are you real?
Would we ever meet?

Nights when I feel the loneliest.

The darkest moment of day.

Which reminds me about the darkest part of my heart.

A void.

Wanting to be filled.

With things that felt intangible,

So far from reach.




Well, here's something a little dark for a change. But I hope I didn't irk or scare you guys too much.
Sometimes there are nights when thoughts fill you up and you just have to vent it somewhere, no?


Just think of it as a toast, for those nights we spent alone. Mentally, physically, or both.

- Maddy



*the picture i used is not mine, full credits to the owner